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rhapsodeity) wrote2017-01-25 11:27 am
rhapsodeity) wrote2017-01-25 11:27 am
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JADE WOLF
my favorite inspirational quote of all time is "where doing this man where MAKING THIS HAPEN" :p
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but this is more important
its like... well, this is just what i think
but sometimes i set goals too high for myself?
i think i will always have to succeed and if i do not succeed when i want to or how i want to, then im upset with myself
its like ive betrayed who i am
but the thing is, i still enjoy studying astronomy and physics and working on vehicles
i dont want give that up, it is absolutely what i want to do
so even though its a competitive field, even though it is so difficult
i know what i want to do and i am going to do it
i would like to think that no matter how difficult something is, i will be able to hold out and be true to myself :)
i think whats important is to be fair to yourself
nooooooo anya i dont mind at all!
this is what friends are for
umm, but i am kind of confused
where did this come from??
are you auditioning for something? :o
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I'm a little bit in awe?
because I've never had anything like that, I guess.
even though I love the stars and I love dance and I love singing, it's never given me that sense of
who I am? or who I want to be... maybe I never thought about it because it was too scary
but jade is inspiring that way. and that's why I think that Jade will be able to succeed if you think about it like that
maybe one day I'll be able to really understand that
but I had a dream? a weird one. normally I dream of stars or fairytales or weird things
this time it was of backstage. and I was holding onto someone's hand and speaking russian and japanese
so I guess that's a little bit of the weird part hehe
but I felt so excited. like my heart was about to leap out of my chest, but in a good way
and it was something that I've never felt before
I want to feel it again
even though I don't really know how
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im blushing!
it is nothing so great, you can do this as well
my mom does it and my dad does it
i grew up watching them work hard, so i want to work hard too
i think it is just in my blood
it can be said for anyone
i think even now you feel that you want to work hard at something, even if you dont know what it is
i think you are a talented person, and you will find that feeling again
hmm
backstage...?
[ there's a pause as jade weighs her options here. she also had a very strange dream, but. it wasn't so pleasant. anya's seems like it's inspired her... jade's scared her.
eventually, she makes the decision not to bring it up. ]
that is a very pleasant dream!!!
i wonder what you were going to do in your dream :o
maybe... you were excited to perform? thats it, right? :D
after all, if you were backstage, that is the only answer i can see!
or maybe it was your soulmate :p
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but I've always been so focused on the stars and trying to discover one
that's never made my heart beat so fast though
but hehe if she was my soulmate then I'll consider myself very lucky
and I'll have to keep looking for her if she's here
but well... I think in this specific instance
I wanted to see what was on the other side of the curtain
I think I really might've wanted to be on stage
[which is
foreign
considering the fact that anya's never been a fan of the spotlight]
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you can find what makes your heart beat fast at your own pace
i have just always felt this pull towards space...
like its important to me
:)
i bet she is!
but i think the lucky girl would be her, anya
that makes sense
i think.....
you should try being on stage then
whenever you are ready
i will butt bump you onto it if you get cold feet, though XP
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but I always wanted to know more about space because mama told me that papa loved space
is jade's love more innate?
that's because you're biased
I don't know her... but I hope one day I'll get to find her if she really is my soulmate
butt bump! that's okay that's still a lot less scary than what yuri suggested
but I still think I might give it a try
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sometimes i just stare up at the stars and i feel a big sense of purpose, you know?
i want to understand what that purpose is..
maybe some day! :D
i think that wanting to know about space to understand your dad better is a pretty great goal, anya
you can study the stars as much as you want, i am sure he thinks its sweet :)
biased!!!!
lol pshawwwww no way
hmmm
you know, i think you will meet her sooner than you think
a soulmate is never really that far from you... oh well, thats just what i think!!!!!
haha
are you suuuuure??? a bump from my butt to your butt that knocked you right into the middle of the stage!
you will have to be super prepared
you should try :)
i will be here every step of the way!!!!!
i dont know why but....
i have this feeling this is something you will be even better at than you think
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you work so hard it's impossible to think otherwise
but maybe one day I'll be able to find that purpose too
until then I'll keep hoping that one day I can be a little bit more like you
maybe! I'd like to think that I have a soulmate... somewhere!
the red string didn't bring me any closer but that's ok
a feeling?
I wish I could share that....
everyone's rooting for me right now and I really appreciate it
but I'm still really scared....
I just don't want to let anyone down
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i think it will, too!
i think you should aim to be yourself, though :)
you are a special person with your own goal in life... even if you do not know what that is right now
i believe that no matter what, we will definitely become the people we are meant to be
we just have to make sure and keep control of our own destiny!
lol
i do not really get the red string thing but i am sorry that you got tied up with me and not your soulmate!
but i will always be here for you so maybe i can be a different kind of soulmate!!! :D
oh! oh!!!
that is why i have that feeling
you are already a natural at wanting to give people good experiences
i think something like performing on a stage would let you do that, anya
if its acting or singing or even stand up comedy, you can lift people up for a little while....
that is the kind of thing you are so very good at
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but it gives direction, right?
I do not know who I am meant to be... I feel like I am figuring it out as I go
but that's not a bad thing, right?
it's okay, it was probably a different kind of red string since you weren't tied up with dave
maybe a friendship red string? so we're friendship soulmates!
stand up comedy? you really think I can do anything...
but
that makes me feel much better
so thank you
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well, this might seem a little bit heavy for this conversation but
no one really knows where they are going in life, or where they will end up
in fact, i think the journey getting there will often be even more confusing than we expect it to, but thats ok :)
it is never a bad thing to slowly figure it out
anya is anya and jade is jade and however we figure out our lives will different from each other
we are as unique as different stars!
ahaha um....so you really think daves my soulmate?
friendship soulmates sounds great to me <3
youre welcome!!!!!
you definitely can do anything
and i will be here to help you all the long way :D
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when jade says it like that, it sounds easier to accept.
then maybe I'll be able to accept it as it goes too...
of course dave is your soulmate
I've been saying that for weeks now!
believing it for even longer
jade is a very good friend ♥
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its pretty true though! :)
um
well
i think its pretty late and we both have school tomorrow so in the interest of being the responsible one!
i think it is bed time for both of us :p
[ jade!! doesnt wanna talk about the thing!!! the soulmate thing. homestuck is a trip ]
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hehe ok
good night jade
thank you for everything